Destiny

2008-07-04T06:12:00.000-07:00

Why can't I success every thing that I do ?

WHY WHY WHY !

Many thing is bothering me .

I just feel like I'm a failure and someone please dump me at the garage .

I don't want to stress those thing anymore .

Today N level Oral exam ,

I screwed up . zzz

Okay , I don't want to say anymore .

Guess we have no fate luhs ?

I guess so .

I work , you didn't work .

Even worst now , you're banned from TANGS .

GUESS I REALLY CAN'T SEE YOU ANYMORE .

Are you making fun of me ? God ?

I really don't want to play this type of games ,

It make me fcuking sad . ):

And i'm serious .

I thought I can see you this week , but no , anymore .

I have to take it all by myself , anyone help ?

I really want to see you !

What you told me last few day on the phone ,

It make my heart break , really .

I think I can't like you anymore .

Give up or not ?

I don't know )':

越快乐就越失落 ....

2008-07-01T02:33:00.000-07:00

Hello ,

STRESS STRESS STRESS !

Exam is coming and I'm still in my holiday mood .

Keep sleeping during lesson ):

How I wish we can be tgt ? =D

But I think it's impossible .

Well , Just let the god to decide for us .

2008-06-26T05:18:00.000-07:00

hello !

ah , can't work this week ):

I want to work !

So i can ... LOLS .

I think the relationship between us won't be get into deeper than friends .

I know I always fail ):

Just let's it be ...

2008-06-21T06:35:00.000-07:00

hello!l now at mrt using my pink haptic phone . Haha . Can use internet sia . Okay . I nt writing much coz i gonna alight soon . Bye ! (:

2008-06-04T17:19:00.001-07:00

Hello ! Really long time nvr blog liao .

Now still got time to blog , later going to work ler .

Will be busy rest of the holiday until school reopen .

Have to work at vivo .

Working full time , but i love it .

There the people so friendly (:

And and and , their pay BEST .

hahaha !

Ohya , Sorry Jerlyn .

My aunt said that the company hired new people liao .

so no need ppl now .

So sorry to keep you waiting !

Really sorry !

2008-05-15T01:51:00.000-07:00

CAREER DAY !

Head over to changi Aiport to had our Sweson lunch .

So yummy !

Soup + drink + fish + ice cream ! =D

Take photo with all the pretty girls !
Dismiss about 1pm + ,

Take class photo !

Some nvr attend ):

Here is all the photo !

Can spot me ? LOLS

After that went to T3 walk and went home !

I love my eyes of this picture ! HAHA .

2008-05-02T18:46:00.000-07:00

Ohiyogozaimasu !

a , kyou wa atsui desu ne .

watashi wa daikirai atsui desu !

Ima watashi wa ase desu yo .

2008-04-30T07:24:00.000-07:00

Finally tml is a Holiday .
Yeah ! :D
Went to Fairprice just now w parent .
Brought alot of cereal home ==
Total 3 box of it .
I admit that i LOVE cereal very x1ooooooo much !
Don't you think so ?
I love Breadfast the best !
Cause I can eat my favourite cereal !
Hohohoho !
Tml i'm gonna eat them ! =x

I love Post & kellogg brands cereal !
It's so nice & crunchy !
You should go check it out !

The price is quite ex ,
but worth it . (:

It so nice to have a cereal with milk every morning (:

2008-04-28T00:10:00.001-07:00

Just eat finish a whole pack of cereal .
Damn nice ! =D
I think I not going to eat for dinner alrdy .
Since now alrdy 3pm .
wait until tml morning dhen eat my breadfirst .
My parent tml then come back to sg .
without my parent around , I think I can't stay alone .
CAUSE MY HOME IS SO MESSY AFTER MY PARENT WENT OVERSEA ==
Heng , got my ah ma , if not sure die *

tml mother tongue paper !
jia you 4T1 !
:D

2008-04-24T22:29:00.000-07:00

I damn tired now .
Closing my eye soon .
And now only 1.30pm !
Tml is saturday , YEAH !
I love weekend ~
The osim uRobic coming my hse today .
I think i go take a nap 1st .
So that later i got energy to use it . (:

Anw , I want to eat BUFFET .
I just keep thinking of BUFFET NOW A DAY !
Don't why , especially SUSHI . =p
Any0ne care to treat me buffet ?
I will not waste your money , I'M A BIG EATER !
HAHAHA ~ LOL !

2008-04-23T19:07:00.000-07:00

Just back from school , Exam .
Later in the night my parent going STARCURUSIE to gamber .
Tml morning then come back .
And ytd i asked my mother when the uRobic come ,
She say actually today come , BUT MY PARENT GOING OVERSEA .
And she scare I make spoil ==
So postpone to Friday .
Yeah ! It coming ! I gonna try !!!

:D

2008-04-23T06:29:00.000-07:00

My mother brought a OSIM uRobic yesterday !
My father keep nagging and nagging !
Keep saying : ' You sure use sometime then don't use liao . waste money ! '
HAHA . I gonna use this up everyday !
Tried the sample at there .
I tell you , I use about 5mins and I sweat liao .
Really effective on your waist !
It help you to reduce wasit line , reduce body weight and reduce body fat % !
I don't know whether is true or anot .
Since my mother brought it , then I will use it everyday !
The thing haven come yet , it takes 1 wk for delivery .
After 1 month of using that , dhen i tell you all the result alright ! =D
I hope is really effective !
Hope that I can have the figure of BOA after using the uRobic !
HAHAHAHAHAA ! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL ~
DADADADADAHHHH !

I love her Body Figure .
Especially HER WAIST !

2008-04-23T06:16:00.001-07:00

Finally EOA & CPA practical has ended .
But still have paper to take .
Everyday 9 something dismiss ,
So boring at home .
Don't know what to do .
I just keep eating and eating when I'm bored !
So , I always wanted to go out so that I won't keep eating .
Ah , But can't . I will just eat & eat !
Okay , saying about eating .
I brought Fancl Calories Limit 2 day back .
Just tried this morning as I wanted to eat biscuits ,
As you know biscuits is fattening !
And i know i can eat alot .
So I tried the pill 1st before eating .
AND .....
After I ate about 12 to 15 pieces of biscuit ( Really fattening )
And I go toilet poo liao ( opps )
I go toilet about 5 to 6 times .
Not lao sai , Don't worry . =D

Anw , the product is to help you reduce your calories intake .
Best way to eat before heavy meal , such as BUFFET ( my favourite ) !

So , I now not worry of taking heavy meal alrdy !
But I still have to maintain my weight and lose weight lah .
Aim = 45kg !
Still have a longggggggggg time to go !

EOA FINSH -

2008-04-21T03:02:00.000-07:00

Hello ,

Had our EOA exam .

The paper didn't give enough detail .

Choose what Question what Question .

ah , I thought I can get high mark for this .

But because of the Choosing Question thingy ,

I lost my marks !

Damn it .

Hope I didn't do wrong please !

Anw , Know my maths marks alrdy .

I did real bad this time !

Buck up for Prelim !

Gambatte ! (:

2008-04-19T04:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED COUSIN !

XIAMENG !

Happy 15th Birthday !

Wish all your dream come true ! =]

Went to celebrate her birthday at Jack's Place .

Long time never go eat liao .

Go refresh my taste of them .

Not bad . =x

Thanks for the treat !

Walk around at mall ,

Then went home .

Ah , I want the beat of making the nail !

6 colour cost 25.90 !

Ex leh .

And , The manager haven call me ! ):

2 more days !

2008-04-17T08:02:00.000-07:00

HELLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

Well , today had my maths paper 1 today !

1st Q alrdy wrong liao .

Sigh .

Tml will be math paper 2 !

4T1 , let's gambatte tml ! (:

Cheers !

2008-04-14T06:02:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO (:

Firstly , HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JERLYN !

Haaa , Today went to Orchard with my parent .

We went to eat Suki Sushi .

Gosh , I ate 11 plate of Sushi .

No share , Nothing .

I ate it all alone .

Cause my parent don't like to eat .

So , 11 plate x 2 = 22 Sushi !

Should be 1000 of Calories !

LOLS , Fat liao .

Comfirm plus chop lah .

Now my stomach still very fullll . =x

Okay , Gonna cut down my eating alrdy .

If not , DIE !

Today also had our English exam .

I got so much careless mistake .

Just work more harder next time . =]

Bye !

2008-04-12T19:30:00.000-07:00

Left/Right

No makeup / makeup

Haaa , I'm bored .

So I take one pic that has no make up and one with make up .

And compare .

Hmmm , Got a lil different .

Don't you think so ?

LOLS .

I'm hungry now ,

Off to eat ! =x

Anw , Early Happy Birthday Jerlyn !

Haa , Actual date is Tml ,

But I wish you 1st .

Tml then wish agn . =D

Wish you be pretty rest of your life , and whatever you do will be successful ! =]

Cheer !

2008-04-10T05:09:00.000-07:00

Jerlyn , get well soon alright !

Without you , we don't have the laugh atmosphere around .

hahaha !

Recover soon yeah ?

2008-04-05T04:13:00.000-07:00

Hello ! I'm back from kovan .
Went out w Jerlyn today .
Accompany her to Hougang to give the cos back to the seller .
The seller so chio ^^
After that went to Kovan ,
Jerlyn brought a Red Jacket , It nice !
It having offer . Last time i brought abt $29 .
LOLS .
Went going home , RAINING !
Reach Hougang point the bus-stop ,
But it rainning and can't cross over to hougang point .
So , I say run over there when the traffic light turn green .
1,2,3 GO !
And SUDDENLY , Jerlyn shoe spoil .
Both also SPOIL , YES SPOIL .
So we stuck at there and our body are all wet !
Then went to buy a new shoes .
After that went to FairPrice walk ,
Jerlyn brought Sweet ~ =D
And home sweet home .

Wanted to treat Jerlyn drink on monday ,
Cause make spoil of her shoes mah .
But she say never mind .
I just wanna say SORRY !
Hope you won't mind (:

2008-04-04T07:38:00.000-07:00

Hello !
Another week had passed alrdy .
So , Tml is holiday ! ^^
Yeah , It's like so fast .
One week pass One week , like no people business .
It mean that N-Level is approaching !
Scare*
Okay , Don't talk about it liao .
If not this make me stress .
Today went out with my parent & my aunt .
Frankly speaking , I can't stand my aunt .
REALLY !
She like so ... ==
Hah , better don't say .
If not people out there say I rude to elder .
Oppsss ~ Sorry !

Anw , People out there , stay happy & healthy alright !
Ja , mata !

2008-04-02T03:44:00.001-07:00

Hello , I'm back ! ^^

Yeah , Back from school ==

Had a fun singing session with shiping just now .

Keep singing Heavenly Day from Aragagi Yui .

It a diffcult song to sing .

A lot of high notes going around .

But we practice and practice and practice (:

Special Word to Shiping ;

Dear beloved Jerlyn ,

The song really suit you , you sing it pretty sweet .

How sad that I can't have the tone to sing that sweet ):

But you can (:

It mean that you have the potential to sing it sweet !

Happy for you !

Do you still remember the vibrate voice at the back ?

It nice !

You see , you can do it .

Give yourself more confidence alright ?

GAMBATTE ! =D

I think i'm getting fatter and fatter .

Keep eating those fried food and others .

Cause I have a 2 week of BBQ !

Love Peanut , BUT Peanut is going to SHOO AWAY FROM ME !

I'M IN LOVE WITH KIMCHI ~

Hah , I know it random .

Forgive me okay ? ^^

Ja,mate ne !

2008-03-28T21:12:00.000-07:00

こんにちわ!^^
今日はたんじょうびAhaoちゃんです.
わは幸せですね ?
はい ! はい ! はい!

じゃあ, また !

2008-03-26T04:49:00.000-07:00

Hello ! =]

Thanks for the present , Jermaine .

I love it !

The pencil box so cute lah ^^

I will never forget what you gave me ,

Wait for the big suprise during your birthday !

I'm sure you will like it what I going buy for you .

Hah . :)

2008-03-24T03:23:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! =D

I'm finally Sixteen alrdy .

I can find work easily and earn some money for myself .

Gonna save up $ for the Japan trip by end of the year .

My auntie bringing me go there !

Hah .

And , Thanks Everyone wishes .

I really appricated it .

And , Thanks Everyone who give present to me .

I really like it ! =D

I will Never forget this sweet sixteen birthday !

I will remember it until the life end ..

Thanks to all my beloved Sister & Brother .

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS ! <3

2008-03-22T20:58:00.000-07:00

Hello !
Yesterday went out with xuan to marina sq & bugis .
Brought 2 top for myself !
Haha .

After that , xuan went home & me went to eat buffet with my aunt .
I eat until damn full ..
Let me recall ...
Vegetable , Salmon , Sushi , Cake , Ice cream puff , Tart , Ham .
Sure fat liao .
Nvm , Will try to keep that off from me ! =]

Monday is coming ! Yeah !
Wish that What i wish will be granted !
It is just a simple wish .

I still can't decide what to play for music .
Ah , I think i will just choose score from my file ders bah .

2008-03-21T20:35:00.000-07:00

Hello , I'm back !
Yesterday had a BBQ to celebrate my birthday .
Thanks everyone for coming .
I will never forget this day !
you'll know why later ..

Okay , let's start .
5 something start to prepare the fire .
then , Weifang & suxuan reached 1st .
Chat chat chat chat.
At night ,
Kar Hou , Reynold , Shawn came .
And Laifeng and Eileen came in later .
They like chating in their own world like that . =x
Then we start chatting about our olden day ..Chatting about our primary school friends .
Some drop out or others .
Quite memoriable .
Then , start chatting about the Selemat , haha .
I think the police is all planted nicely .

About 9 suxuan wanted to go home .
So she went home ,
' xuan , Sorry if you feel lonely or bored , anw thanks for coming today =] '
She the only person in my secondary school friend that has came .
How good she is right ! lols .

About 10 , Start to cut cake !
Honestly , I never think that they will take the cake and attack me !
In the end , I kena ==
Kena until 3 - 4 times .
All face cream and cake . Yuck !
1st is Weifang , 2nd is Reynold and 3rd is shawn .
I will never forget about this !

Then , Relative all went home .
Left me and weifang they all ,
Weize came late . Damn late .
Huiwen also came , But she just pass me the present to me and went home .

Thanks Babe ! =]
Carrying on chatting about primary school .
Chat until about 12 , my father called up .
Actually all going to my hse for chatting until midnight .
But some can't . Cause fang is with her dog .
So can't , and Laifeng going home .
The boys in the end went Reynold hse play games .
I still want to call them up and chat .
We have alot to chat ! haha !

This is Karhou ! Shawn is the one who playing MY PSP at the slide .
This is weize , The girl sitting at the white thingy is Laifeng .
My Present ! Thanks Everyone !
Me & Laifeng
Fang & me
Laifeng & me
Reynold , fang& coco and Laifeng

Fang & me
Me & xuan
Me & suxuan
Me & suxuan

Fang & me

Forget to take photo with the guy .
Ah , shit .
Next time when seeing each other then take bah . =]
Maybe who celebrating birthday next time ?
LOLS .
I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS DAY ! =D
THANKS EVERYONE WHO CAME !

2008-02-29T20:17:00.000-08:00

Hello !

Long time no post already !

I'm being busy-ing my blogshop thingy .

But it time to post today !

Beause .....

Tatatatata ! you got see the picture above ?

SO NICE RIGHT ?

It's a diary from Korea .

I found it when i was browsing through the blogshop .

I'm so love it with this two design !

Tenshi Young girl Diary & Selly's Diary !

Both is nice .

Can't really what to choose ! =x

Tenshi Young Girl Diary :

352 Pages!

Size : 126x152 (mm)

It has a Checklist Page , Cash Plan Page , Weekly Plan and other Free Notes to write !

Cost $25 ! ( It still can lower the prices ! =P )

Selly's Diary :

272 Page !

Size : 110x150x15mm

It has a 20 full pages and you can jolt down your places of interest and 24 pages specially delicated to Photo and Ticket !

It can keep your neoprints , ticket & photo !

Ask the seller already , the seller say that must wait for 10books order for one particular design ==

Gosh , then I have to wait super duper long !

If I like the design that NOBODY like , FAINT*

Nvm , I think it worth the wait . =]
Because VERY VERY NICE !

Okay , I know I everytime say VERY NICE .

But It really VERY NICE and I can't denied it .

Anyone who intrested in Diary , Please go to http://www.diarieslas.blogspot.com/

It still have other design !

HAVE COFFEE PRINCE DIARY ALSO !

It worth it to waste your time looking there ! =D hah .

2008-02-20T14:30:00.000-08:00

You know why I look at you all talking ?

Cause I damn envy you all .

You know why ?

Everytime when I see you all talking happily ,

And I look at you all thinking that if I join the talk with you all and what will it happen .

Is it happy than just now ? Or is it the happiness is ruin by me .

But I'm sure that it will ruin by me .

Cause I already obvious quite a while .

When you all talking happily , If I join it ,

The happiness is more lower than before I join it .

True right ?

I interupt while you are talking is because my character is like that .

I will just say out something suddenly ,

But I already try not to interupt while you all talking .

Or even try not to talk to you all , so that it won't happen .

I'm didn't talk to you all is because I SCARE THAT I DID THE WRONG THING AGAIN .

I now getting fear of talking to you all , cause I SCARE THAT I WILL INTERUPT YOU ALL AGAIN.

AH , Can you tell me how I gonna talk to you all and will not get any interupt ?

I really don't know .

And you say Joanna nvr said me bad things before ,

I won't mind , If got or never .

It a past already .

And , if you didn't call me out because I didn't change ,

Then let it be bahs .

It's okay with it .

When you call me out one day ,

And I will know I already change .

But if never call me out one day ,

I know i still never change .

I will hope that you will call me out one day ,

And i will know that I have change .

You know why I so care about this ?

Because I cherish the friendship with you all ,

If I didnt cherish , What for I change to let you see ?

I want to tell you that I really cherish the friendship with you all .

I don't know whether you all cherish too .

2008-02-20T02:49:00.000-08:00

I really don't know why you say I didn't change ,

If I really didn't change , then tell me personally .

I will try to change .

You keep it to yourself , and how I know I got change anot ?

I know how many chance you given me , I had try already !

But you keep saying I change back like last time ,

Then , I have no choice , I already try to change to let you see ler .

But you say never .

And , I never jealous of you and Joanna friendship .

Why for I jealous ?

I even don't have the thought of it .

I really don't have the thought of break you and her friendship .

Why for I break ?

I know that last time she say those bad thing about me ,

Ya , she is right , Cause I done bad thing before,

And she got the right to say .

I just listen it as a advice ,

You think that I revenge because of this ?

NO ! I just forget it what she had said before .

All she say is right , Cause I REALLY DO BAD THINGS BEFORE .

She have the right to say me .

I don't know what she tell you about me ,

Maybe she is right , if you think she right ,

Then let it be bahs ,

Whatever I say , you won't believe .

I really don't know why you say that .

Can tell me why you say that ? Maybe my action make you think like that .

BUT , I really don't have .

2008-02-18T00:42:00.000-08:00

大家好 !

今天又开学了 !

好累哦。。。

可是今天没上课 =]

去了一个 workshop 的节目。

那个老师好好笑喔 ! ^^

明天还有呢。

看到你写的东西，就知道你在说我，

不管你是写我还是别人，我还是要跟你说 : 我没有看不起你 !

我真的真的没有 !

如果你还是不相信的话，那我就没办法了。

难到你要我去死你才相信吗 ?

我真的会去死的 !

我也知道你们出去也没有叫我。

我承认我是有一点生气，因为我算是你们的close 朋友，因该是要一起出去玩的。

不过我已尽不再乎了，

就算我再乎，你们还会叫我出去吗 ?

我知道你们看到这些，你们一定会在讲我的。

可是不用尽，我只是要你们知道我的心情是什么。
我懂你们的心情，所以我要变给你们看 !

我已尽在变给你们看了，

我很希望你们看到和感觉得到 !

2008-02-16T19:31:00.000-08:00

Hello !
I said that I want to buy a camera right ?
What to buy ?
I survey already .
How about Sony Cyber-Shot DSC- T2 ?
It has 8.1MEGAPIXEL .
& 4GB of memory .

Here is the photo !

I know I can't take picture until so many .

But I like the design !

I like the pink&blue !

I have aim this camera for so long .

And it also have touch screen function .

You can edit the photo by your ownhand !

LOLS .

Should I buy ?

My birthday coming , and I wanna tell my parent buy for me !

Hah .

Maybe they help me pay half of it .

And that will be fair ? hoho .

How I wish I can have that camera ! =[

2008-02-16T01:45:00.000-08:00

This is the photo that I zilian-ing at my cousin hse ,

Anddd using their digital camera !

How I wish I have one ,

My birthday is coming ! =D

Hello ! I'm Back ! =D
I say that I going to take the bag from the seller just now right ?
So here it is !

Front View
Back View
Inside
It menet clip .

Does it suit me ?

It fit me so nicely , HAHAHA =p

So here is the photo of the bag that i took ,

It really totally the same as the pic .
Don't you think that the megapixiel so clear ?

Hoho , I using my cousin camera !

It damn clear & nice !

I already make my choice , I going to buy one camera for myself ! =]

I now at my ahma hse ,

Cause I take the bag from the seller at Yishun , and it near my ahma hse ,

And my parent not at home tonight .

How lonely I am luhs ? =x

And now I thinking how I going home . ==

My ahma hse is at Bukit Batok , me Hougang .

Oh Gosh ~

I'm off to dinner with my Aunties !

Bye !

2008-02-15T17:09:00.000-08:00

おはよございます !
今日どようびです.
今わ今朝です.
私は今日早くおきます.
今日は好いおてんきですね.
えあの...
火曜日は私はせんせいの家いきました.
せんせいの家はおきいいです.
きれいてわありません .^^'

Okay , Let's stop writing Japanese .
I want to practice it as I long time never study for that .
I using 30mins to write this few sentences . ==
Gosh , I think I should practice more often . =]

Yesterday night the seller sms say the stock had arrived ,
Ask me want to meet today .
I will meeting her later to get my bag !
Hope it nice !
I have to go to Yishun myself ,
And maybe I go somewhere else for shopping ?
Or maybe go back home if I feel tired .

I will post the photo of my bag when i recieve it alright ! =3

It seem that what I do everything is wrong .

2008-02-15T03:09:00.000-08:00

HELLO ! =]
I decided to use blogger bah ,
Sorry guys if you keep changing my url . =x

This few days , My mind damn moody
Just don't feel like talking ,
Because I know no one will answer me back . =[
Even Teacher ask me why I'm so sad .
My expression look like ?
Okay , I ownself also know it .
WHY CAN'T I GET ANY HAPPY ?
I wanna Thanks Jiaxin & Jermaine ,
Whenever I'm sad , they will just cheer me up ! =]
I feel so good when I talk to them .
My heart feel so relax after I talk to them .
OkayOkay , Let's drop this topic .

Let's say something happy ! =D
I just order 2 bags this week ,
I getting it next week !
WOOOSH , I one time shot go buy two bags ,
If my parent see it , sure nag till siao .

Here the photo !

I buying white colour of this design .

Pretty mah ? =3
ALL THE BAGS IS FROM TAIWAN .

我知道不管我做什么事，你们都不喜欢。
可是我还是会努力然你们喜欢我的。

あなたわたちきらいですか ?
如何して ?